It seems that Courtney Love is finding it hard to get over the disappearance of her late husband Kurt Cobain's ashes, for the singer stepped out in Malibu looking pale and thin.
The 43-year-old singer had recently admitted that she felt suicidal after the ashes were reportedly stolen from her home.
"I can't believe anyone would take Kurt's ashes from me. I find it disgusting and right now I'm suicidal. If I don't get them back I don't know what I'll do," The Sun quoted Love as saying.
"They were all I had left of him. Who has their husband's ashes stolen?" she added.
While some of the legendary rocker's ashes were scattered in a Buddhist temple in New York, others were scattered in the Wishkah River near his home in Washington State, but Love had kept some with her.
The Hole singer said that she had kept some for herself, in a pink bear-shaped handbag, hidden in a wardrobe at her home in Hollywood.
The star has been having weighty issues in the past, recently shedding 52 pounds after a strict diet regime, and during her drug filled years.