Rapper Eminem has revealed that he turns to watching his old drug driven performances to remind himself never to let those days come back again.
The Real Slim Shady has been trying to kick his addiction to painkillers and anti-depressants since the release of his last album, Encore, in 2004.
The singer said he had been under so much of influence that he could not recall some of his earlier gigs and interviews.
The 36-year-old has been sober for a year and regrets his dark addiction past.
"I want to see what I looked like when I was on drugs, so I never go back to it," Contactmusic quoted him as telling the New York Times.