Cancer stricken Jade Goody is set to defy doctors' orders by going on a Christmas holiday with her two kids.
The Big Brother star has been finding it hard to cope with the gruelling chemotherapy, but insists that it would not let it pound her.
Goody is planning to take two sons Bobby, five and Freddie, four for a holiday.
She has also allowed Living TV cameras into her home for a documentary after they followed her through her initial operation and recovery.
She has also agreed to star in panto as the Wicked Witch.
"I'm having up days and down days, but I keep telling myself I won't let this beat me," The Sun quoted her, as saying.